I woke up this morning sobbing and longing to get things right with God. There's a deep hunger in my heart to please Him in which I don't know where to start. Recently, I've been in struggle and spiritual battle about the sins of my past and yielded in again. In my dream, Sis Anna Walker and Sis Cecille Bas were talking about my current spiritual condition. Afterwards, Sis Anna started to speak about the causes of heaviness in me why God cannot use me effectively. And she intimately said to me "you know Hansel, it's the sin that caused your feeling to be away from God, confess your sins to Him." However, Sis Cecille was trying to explain something to Sis Anna when we were still part of the music ministry in the former Charismatic Group. Both fellow doesn't know each other's whereabouts and origin. Only two things in common and that is both of them are Christians and fellow believers from different Christian church. Then I realized that I have sinned and must confess it right away to God. O how can I thank the Lord, the Holy Spirit who keeps ministering me and convicting me to repentance so times of refreshing may come to revive me. What a grace of God who never fails to love me and lift me up showing me His unconditional love since I was still in my mother's womb. Who can fathom the depths of Your love O Father of my soul and spirit! I praise you my God! In Jesus Most Precious and Mighty Name! Amen.
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